Your Title - version 2.0
Oh man, it's been forever...
And I have to say, my motivation has just been pure crap lately.
If some of you have noticed, I'm doing a little trimming on who I watch, mostly because I feel even more overwhelmed when there's a zillion deviations in my inbox when I do come online. It doesn't mean I don't love your art any less, I am just way over my head right now.
I've been thinking about creating a new account and forwarding all of my closer friends to it instead. I'm sorry for the constant lack of appearance, I just have no motivation to do anything.
And I can't seem to get back into ArzanianJoy's life style... I'm not the same as I used to be... and I can't force myself into it being who I'm not, I guess that's why I can't seem to make a steady comeback.
If I decide to make this account go on break, I will more than likely take down a few deviations to transfer to the new account... but I will let you all know, that much I can be sure of.
I feel bad, though, this account has seen me through a lot. It's seen me through so many times of crisis, so much heartache, emotional breakdowns. I feel like I'd be leaving behind so much of who I am... but maybe it's time to make a new start.
I'm still not sure what I'm going to do just yet... but I will try to keep my journal updated with my decisions, though it's starting to look even more alluring with each sentence I type.
I thank those of you who will read this, and I would appreciate your input. I will not deactivate this account. It's too much apart of me to do that, but I can't seem to bear this oppression.
's ownership will be transferred to the new account if I made one. Hopefully I'd be able to keep it alive...