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My Dilemma

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 11, 2014, 4:06 PM
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Oh man, it's been forever...

And I have to say, my motivation has just been pure crap lately. 

If some of you have noticed, I'm doing a little trimming on who I watch, mostly because I feel even more overwhelmed when there's a zillion deviations in my inbox when I do come online. It doesn't mean I don't love your art any less, I am just way over my head right now.

I've been thinking about creating a new account and forwarding all of my closer friends to it instead. I'm sorry for the constant lack of appearance, I just have no motivation to do anything.

And I can't seem to get back into ArzanianJoy's life style... I'm not the same as I used to be... and I can't force myself into it being who I'm not, I guess that's why I can't seem to make a steady comeback.

If I decide to make this account go on break, I will more than likely take down a few deviations to transfer to the new account... but I will let you all know, that much I can be sure of.

I feel bad, though, this account has seen me through a lot. It's seen me through so many times of crisis, so much heartache, emotional breakdowns. I feel like I'd be leaving behind so much of who I am... but maybe it's time to make a new start.

I'm still not sure what I'm going to do just yet... but I will try to keep my journal updated with my decisions, though it's starting to look even more alluring with each sentence I type.

I thank those of you who will read this, and I would appreciate your input. I will not deactivate this account. It's too much apart of me to do that, but I can't seem to bear this oppression.

TheEffortOfRoleplay's ownership will be transferred to the new account if I made one. Hopefully I'd be able to keep it alive...

Thanks again,
~ Joy


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:spotlight-left: Me :spotlight-right:
So it’s been a while, but I’m still here. I’m always willing to chat if you need me.

:spotlight-left: My dA family :spotlight-right:
Majordex12 is my husband, no lie. TyetheHybrid is my brother, though… YamiToMangaka is my big sister. bottleofwishes is my little sister, mostly called Princess. DeathofCookie is my kitten. Hawkpath-tail is my best buddy and I could even think of her as another sister.

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:icondiamoneyes:
We share the same Birthday!! PARTY HARD!!!!
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:icondiamoneyes:
Merry Christmas!!! :iconevilsantaplz:
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:iconoonacorn:
Hello! I'm here to inform you that your join request to #Outsider-Insider has unfortunately expired and as such we are no longer able to accept it. The deviation in question was "Outsider-Insider: Phoenix Song." We hope you will consider resubmitting after you have made any specified changes. Thank you for your time and your interest!
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ArzanianJoy May 30, 2013  Student Writer
Yes. I know. ^^
I would just like to inform the admins at #Outsider-Insider that I was extremely upset with the response =Six-Penn gave of my character sheet. While she hit on a couple good points, she made a ton of unnecessary comments that left me livid and defensive. I was not happy with how she spoke to me. Not at all.

And I asked quite a few questions that I have yet to hear the answers of. She simply ignored my response to her? I do not know. I will say that I attempted to be calm and explanatory in my response to her, however, if this is the treatment I will receive from the Admins, I will have to say I am sorry. I cannot join a group like that.

I made mistakes, do not get me wrong, I do see what I did incorrect. She made some very derogatory comments of my character that were simply unneeded, and she also indirectly attacked my writing style.

That is all.

I do love O-I but there are some things I cannot change. I will redo her when I can find the time. My schedule has gotten fairly busy and I have a few side projects I'm working on, and planning for my upcoming vacation. So I will see what I can do another time.

Thank you for letting me know of the expiration. :)
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:iconoonacorn:
Your feedback is much appreciated. We're sorry that you will not be resubmitting in the near future and look forwards to your future participation.
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danktat May 29, 2013  Professional Artist
Thanks for faving sitting three on the flower tattoo :-)
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ArzanianJoy May 29, 2013  Student Writer
No problemo~
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danktat May 29, 2013  Professional Artist
:kiss:
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DeathofCookie May 16, 2013  Student Writer
Wonderful LoveBug.
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ArzanianJoy May 17, 2013  Student Writer
Hello there, Lovely Kitten. It has been quite a while, has it not?
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