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My Dilemma

Journal Entry: Sat Jan 11, 2014, 4:06 PM
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Oh man, it's been forever...

And I have to say, my motivation has just been pure crap lately. 

If some of you have noticed, I'm doing a little trimming on who I watch, mostly because I feel even more overwhelmed when there's a zillion deviations in my inbox when I do come online. It doesn't mean I don't love your art any less, I am just way over my head right now.

I've been thinking about creating a new account and forwarding all of my closer friends to it instead. I'm sorry for the constant lack of appearance, I just have no motivation to do anything.

And I can't seem to get back into ArzanianJoy's life style... I'm not the same as I used to be... and I can't force myself into it being who I'm not, I guess that's why I can't seem to make a steady comeback.

If I decide to make this account go on break, I will more than likely take down a few deviations to transfer to the new account... but I will let you all know, that much I can be sure of.

I feel bad, though, this account has seen me through a lot. It's seen me through so many times of crisis, so much heartache, emotional breakdowns. I feel like I'd be leaving behind so much of who I am... but maybe it's time to make a new start.

I'm still not sure what I'm going to do just yet... but I will try to keep my journal updated with my decisions, though it's starting to look even more alluring with each sentence I type.

I thank those of you who will read this, and I would appreciate your input. I will not deactivate this account. It's too much apart of me to do that, but I can't seem to bear this oppression.

TheEffortOfRoleplay's ownership will be transferred to the new account if I made one. Hopefully I'd be able to keep it alive...

Thanks again,
~ Joy


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:spotlight-left: Me :spotlight-right:
So it’s been a while, but I’m still here. I’m always willing to chat if you need me.

:spotlight-left: My dA family :spotlight-right:
Majordex12 is my husband, no lie. TyetheHybrid is my brother, though… YamiToMangaka is my big sister. Ali-the-Bee is my little sister, mostly called Princess. DeathofCookie is my kitten. Hawkpath-tail is my best buddy and I could even think of her as another sister.

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DiamonEyes Featured By Owner Jan 7, 2014
We share the same Birthday!! PARTY HARD!!!!
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DiamonEyes Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2013
Merry Christmas!!! :iconevilsantaplz:
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oonacorn Featured By Owner May 30, 2013
Hello! I'm here to inform you that your join request to #Outsider-Insider has unfortunately expired and as such we are no longer able to accept it. The deviation in question was "Outsider-Insider: Phoenix Song." We hope you will consider resubmitting after you have made any specified changes. Thank you for your time and your interest!
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ArzanianJoy Featured By Owner May 30, 2013  Student Writer
Yes. I know. ^^
I would just like to inform the admins at #Outsider-Insider that I was extremely upset with the response =Six-Penn gave of my character sheet. While she hit on a couple good points, she made a ton of unnecessary comments that left me livid and defensive. I was not happy with how she spoke to me. Not at all.

And I asked quite a few questions that I have yet to hear the answers of. She simply ignored my response to her? I do not know. I will say that I attempted to be calm and explanatory in my response to her, however, if this is the treatment I will receive from the Admins, I will have to say I am sorry. I cannot join a group like that.

I made mistakes, do not get me wrong, I do see what I did incorrect. She made some very derogatory comments of my character that were simply unneeded, and she also indirectly attacked my writing style.

That is all.

I do love O-I but there are some things I cannot change. I will redo her when I can find the time. My schedule has gotten fairly busy and I have a few side projects I'm working on, and planning for my upcoming vacation. So I will see what I can do another time.

Thank you for letting me know of the expiration. :)
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oonacorn Featured By Owner May 30, 2013
Your feedback is much appreciated. We're sorry that you will not be resubmitting in the near future and look forwards to your future participation.
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danktat Featured By Owner May 29, 2013  Professional Artist
Thanks for faving sitting three on the flower tattoo :-)
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ArzanianJoy Featured By Owner May 29, 2013  Student Writer
No problemo~
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danktat Featured By Owner May 29, 2013  Professional Artist
:kiss:
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DeathofCookie Featured By Owner May 16, 2013  Student Writer
Wonderful LoveBug.
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ArzanianJoy Featured By Owner May 17, 2013  Student Writer
Hello there, Lovely Kitten. It has been quite a while, has it not?
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